Lazarus get up and walk!!!!!

I don't know who this blog is for on today, but I felt led by the Holy Spirit to speak you up out of your mess so you can be in a place to obtain the title of blessed!! I don't care what the situations looks like, or what the people may have said, it is time for you to get up out of that mess and walk in your destiny. The trials and tribulations may have set out to kill you and some of you are wounded, some of you have been beaten, stabbed, shot and shanked but yet you are still standing. Even though your life stinks of dead men's bones there is still destiny inside of you. It is not time for your funeral, it is not time for you to die, I hear God speaking to me to tell you, LAZARUS COME FORTH OUT OF YOUR GRAVE AND WALK!!!

Walk in your destiny, walk in your calling. I don't care who you have, is or been having sex with, I don't care what you smoke, drink, dip, snuff or inject, your time is now. God loves you just as you are for your bible teaches that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. And that for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whoseover believes in him shall not perish but shall have ever lasting life. The reason why that gunshot didn't kill you is because you are chosen, the reason why you didn't have a nervous break down is because you are chosen, the reason why you didn't succeed at your suicide attempts is because you are chosen. The drugs couldn't kill you because you are chosen, the lover couldn't stop you because you are chosen. The time is now to come out from among them and be ye separated.  You are the child of the living God, You are a holy nation, a royal priesthood so stop playing with the commoners. Stop destroying your seeds, stop sitting on your destiny, there is a ministry inside of you, a book inside of you, a cd inside of you, a business inside of you and God is saying that now is the time to seek His face, now is the time to get at His feet, now is the time to choose you this day whom you will serve.

 Nothing in your life has worked, friends and family has failed you, and you have even failed yourself. Now I urge you, I dare you, try God. Stop the pity party, Stop the self destruction and come back home. Open up your heart to the one who first loved you. He doesn't require that you pretend to be something that you are not, you don't have to cover up that tattoo, you don't have to hide your battle scars and war wounds, you don't have to hide your habits, addictions and weakness because once you enter into his arms his love, power and anointing will heal your hurts, break your addictions, remove your scars and tend to your war wounds. He is calling you my friend, He is calling you higher, He is calling you out of your grave, he is calling you out of the bed of sin and degradation. He is calling you out of the whore house and into his presence, he is calling you out of the trap and into his presence, he is calling you off the corner and into his courts.

By the anointing of the Holy Ghost I speak a breakthrough over your life, I plead the blood of Jesus over any hindering spirit, anything that is blocking you to receive this word I bind it now and I loose the restoring, transforming redemption power of Jesus Christ and I call you into your destiny. Your time is now my friend. Smile because you are destined for greatness and that greatness is found in your relationship with Christ.

MY OBITUARY

We live a life that creates our identities based upon our affiliations, experiences, relationships and choices. People expect us to behave or conform in certain ways based upon these identities. These expectations shape the perceptions people have about us making recognizing change impossible and even making us believe we can't achieve that change. I myself have struggled and have been struggling with people's acceptance of who I have become in Christ. It seems as if daily I am faced with inquiries from people looking for the Deon they once new. Looking for the Deon who posted on craigslist, looking for the Deon who used to sleep around and perform all types of sexual acts, looking for the Deon who was in the homosexual lifestyle, looking for the Deon who emailed and or texted them the naked photos and etc. Daily I found myself faced with the temptations and expectations to fulfill the duties that that Deon once indulged in and because of this I found myself back on the internet, back on craigslist and back indulging in sexual immorality.

As I began to get frustrated and stress out and even found myself being tempted to give up the fight and just completely go back and just accept the calls and appeals, I heard God speak deep down in my Spirit that it was time for me to write an obituary. At first I was perplexed and confused but in a weird way it made sense to me. See in God's ability to know and see all, He knew that this dilemma would take place not just in my life but in yours as well so that's why he spoke words such as unless a man be born again he can not inherit the kingdom of God. Or words such as you can't put new wine in old wine skin. These words spoken from the heart of our God explicitly implies that in order for us to walk in newness of life their has to be a death to take place. It is the natural order of things. Where death occurs life is always right there to replace that which is dead. Jesus couldn't go into glory until He died on the cross and with his death came the resurrection. Lazarus couldn't have been raised from the dead into a new life unless he had died.

So what am I saying: I am here to declare and proclaim to the world that any pics, emails, sex messages or craigslist post u may have seen, or received from me or about me you should delete them and  throw them away, because that Deon you are looking for that Deon you think you know or knew no longer exists, HE DIED. I don't care if it was last year, last month, last week. or in the last 5 minutes that Deon is DEAD and gone. I'm sorry you missed the funeral but the good news is he has be reborn into me, bad news for you is he is no longer what you used to, he is no longer your sex slave, he is no longer that sex craved homosexual who seeks out men via craigslist, chatlines and etc.: HE IS MINISTER DEON L SANDERS A TRUE PRODUCT OF THE SAVING AND REDEMPTIVE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST, OLD THINGS HAVE BEEN WASHED AWAY AND NOW BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE NEW, HE IS THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK "TEARS OF DELIVERANCE" AND HE HAS BEEN SAVED, REDEEMED AND HOLY GHOST FILLED TO SERVE THE KINGDOM OF GOD FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS!!!

The Glory of God!!

As I sat in church on Sunday, the power and presence of God fall in the atmosphere like I have never felt in a long time. So as I began to commune with the Father, I asked him for more of His glory and I asked why we as a church haven't experienced the Glory that our bible teaches us about. And He began to take my mind back to all the times I found myself making a decision to fall back into sin. His response was that your flesh can not handle the Glory that I desire to cover you with. He told me if I would just keep myself clean long enough to experience the Glory then my life will never be the same. So I began to ponder on these words spoken in my spirit. The bible teaches us in the book of Genesis that when Moses encountered God for the first time that God was only able to show Moses his side because he couldn't withstand the pure presence of God because flesh can not handle the Glory of God. The Glory will destroy any unclean vessel that comes in contact with it. That's why in the book of exodus the priest died when they touched the ark of the covenant with unclean hands. The ark represented the presence of God. So God began to give me a word for you, His chosen generation. And that word is to cry out and spare not and declare that all His children cleanse themselves of all unrighteousness and uncleanliness. We are living in a time and season of destruction. Sickness and diseases are running rampant, people are dieing at younger ages, we are in a financial crisis and our youth are growing up way too fast so we are in desperate need of the Glory of God. We are lacking in power because we are lacking in holiness. We have been bewitched to think that grace and mercy will continue to carry and cover us while we continue to consciously and deliberately sin and go against the will of God. We have become like the children of Israel after the Glory of God left them wandering in the wilderness. Our prayers are ineffective because our hands are filthy with the residue of sin. We can't utilize our power to speak things into existence because our mouths are filled with desolation. We have lost the access to the Glory of God. And its time for us to get it back. It is time for us to get back at the feet of Jesus and cleanse ourselves. It is time for us to make a sound decision to live holy. It is time to close our bodies to all forms of sin and submit to the righteousness of God. God is so much more than a deliverer of smoking. God is so much more than a light bill payer, God can do so much more than send you a husband or a wife. We server a God who walked on water, raised the dead, healed the deaf, dumb, blind and cripple. We serve a God who shakes all of Heaven who controls legions of angels. We serve a God who parts seas and defy all of nature because He is all things and all things are him, but we can't and have not known him in His fullness because we can't keep ourselves clean long enough to go behind the veil to see his face. We can't stay out of sin long enough to see the Glory of God, we can't stay clean long enough to see the miraculous. Jesus redeemed us and gave us the keys to the Glory of God but we have to clean our feet at the doormat before we go in. The bible teaches us that Jesus is coming back for a church without spot or blemish and the only way to walk in holiness and righteousness is to walk in the Glory of God. Do you want the Glory? Do you wanna feel God like never before? Are you ready to do greater works and you ready for new dimensions and you ready for a higher level of anointing? If you are then join me on this death walk to holiness and make a decision with me to cleanse yourself of all unrighteousness so the Glory of the Lord can be with you, on you and in you!!!! Selah

Essence of TRUE Deliverance!!!

For many years we have been conditioned in our thinking that deliverance equals to perfection and that without perfection than deliverance hasn't been achieved. So because of this we have caused many of believers to fall by the waste side and live in condemnation. My friends we have erred in our thinking. I know that the transparency in this post may not be good for my public image but I do know that it is needed for my spiritual growth and my image in the eyes of God who is my one and only critic. As I lay in my bed this afternoon sobbing and soaking in my guilt from falling back into sexual sin I began to question my deliverance. I began to question my ability to win this battle and survive the upcoming war. But God, so faithful as HE has always been, allowed the Holy Spirit to speak to my innermost being,  pass my own thought process. He began to reveal to me the true meaning of deliverance and what I needed to do to continually walk in that deliverance. True deliverance is the ability to not be overtaken or submit to the sin that desires to control your life be it in act, thought or deed. Deliverance doesn't mean no temptation will come but it simply means that the sin that so easily besets you has no more power or control over you. God has blessed you with the ability to fight and fight victoriously. So my next question was: if that is the case then why have I found myself back into the sin that I once was victorious over. And the story of David came to my spirit that completely blessed me. When David fought Goliath he had the power to defeat Goliath before he entered into the battle, before he approached and stood his ground against his giant, God had already given and equipped him with the power and ability he needed to be victorious so when he got ready to fight Goliath he was victorious because he used his God given power with his God given resources and the combination of the two brought forth his deliverance from the hand of the uncircumcised giant. Let me make this plan. David had the strength and endurance to win a fight when he was still a shepherd's boy. That's how he slew the lion. He had the resources because he already had his stones when he was still as shepherds boy. So when he entered into the fight with his Giant he didn't come with perfection, he didn't come with deliverance he came with his resources that God had already equipped him with. So God began to show me that at the point of salvation He already equipped me with the resources and power needed to conquer my giant. All I have to do is make sure I bring my weapons with me. My falling short was a direct effect of me leaving my weapon which is the word of God at home when I should have brought it to the fight. See when Jesus healed, helped and set the captives free, he always said GO AND SIN NO MORE....Which implies that the power of deliverance resides in the person being delivered. And if this is so then deliverance isn't a single act or moment of conversion, its a lifestyle of decision making, its a lifestyle of utilizing all of your God given resources and becoming victorious when your giant is presented. God knew and knows you will be faced with your Goliath, that's why he put the urge in your spirit to get in His presence more, that's why you have been feeling more and more convicted about not reading your bible and not intensifying your prayer life. God knows and knew your giant was coming. God isn't a God who reacts to adversary, He is a God of pro-activity. The time is over in seeking deliverance because deliverance has already found you, now is the time to be proactive and tap into the power and authority that God has given you while you were still a Shepard's boy so we can all do just as David did and that's slay our Goliath. I speak no more defeats, I speak unlimited victories over your life. Right now as I type I see in the spirit a vision of your and my goliath laying on the ground dead with blood oozing from a head wound inflicted by the stone thrown from your and my hand. Let me make this plan...blood is the symbol of life, the head is the center of control and Goliath is your sin, your thorn, your situation and the stone is the word of God, your praise, your worship, your choices..so the oozing of blood out of the head symbolizes the life being drained out of your sin and its control over you has been broken.....I don't know about you but I feel a praise of victory in my spirit so I leave you with the words of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and that is Go and sin no More!!!!!

Paternity Test: Who is your Father??

So many of us are upset at our absentee fathers and or mothers and we blame our present dysfunctions on their lack of functionality in our lives but God shared something with me long ago about this: He told me that the reason why my mother and father wasn't there when I was growing up wasn't because they didn't love me it was because they didn't possess the skills and resources to deal with a child with my destiny, so God had to place me in the care of a person who can not only fight in the natural realm but also do battle in the spirit. See you have to understand that the bible teaches us that before we were formed in our mother's womb God foreknew us and called and consecrated us to be his prophet to the nations. Which means God created you even before your mother knew you existed. Your destiny was pre-planned and your parents who were not there didn't have the spiritual intellect to understand the power they were creating. Sure they tried when you were born, but they just couldn't seem to get it together so God placed your big momma, your grandmother, your babysitter, your foster mother, your foster father, cousin, sister, aunt or brother in your life because he knew they would be able to take care of the gift you was carrying. I used to always ask God why did my folks give me away to my babysitter, Mrs. Ellawee Boyd??? And God reminded me of the story she used to tell me about how she had to pray the demons and spirits out of my crib because from birth the devil was out to kill me. I remember her telling me that when I was only a few weeks old, I weighed 4lbs and 40z and I had no appetite and the doctor informed her that if I lost 1 more pound I would loose my life. So she took me into her prayer closet and gave me to God and she said a light from heaven came down and every since then I haven't stopped eating. See God knew that I needed a caretaker with enough spiritual power to cover me and protect me from the attack of the enemy. So my brothers and my sisters I beseech you brethren to let it go!!! It is time to forgive your father and or your mother for being absent because look at yourself in the mirror and think back on all the mothers and fathers you did have....Yes it was rough, and yes you have been hurt and maybe still hurting and yes you have cried and felt abandoned but you were never alone, you was never without, you ate and slept because your Father who sits in heaven provided for you, your Father in heaven gave you caretakers that was anointed and appointed just for and to you. You were chosen to be raised this way so that the Glory of God can be seen through your life. It is time for you to rise up out of the ashes and let the giftings in you be seen by the world. You were conceived out of the seed of Glory. God himself birthed you out so get up and let go of the past and walk into you future and obtain your birth right to live life and life it in abundance!!!!

KEEP IT MOVING

The bible teaches us a just man falls seven times but he gets back up. So many times in our life we create paths and plans to make sure we stay on the road of perfection to that place in which we have accepted to be positioned in and so many times we are detoured or knocked off course by our own failures and shortcomings. We gain deliverance from sexual immorality but fall back into sexual sin, we gain deliverance from lying and cursing and cheating and stealing but we find ourselves right back in the very place we have prayed our way out of. Then our road maps that we previously created began to become blurred and we get discouraged because we start to feel like all is lost. We start allowing our mistakes and shortcomings to define who we are. We start placing our focus on what we didn't do instead of focusing on what we need to do and that's get back up and keep it moving. The God who created you, is the same God who saved you and He is the same God who sees, hears and knows everything so when he created grace and mercy, he created them for people like you and me. He created grace and mercy because he knew along the way we will need pillars of power and carriages of courage to lead and carry us to our destiny. Yes you failed but yet you still breath which means grace and mercy is still on your side, so get back up. As you read this you may find yourself just as I was back into the bed of sexual sin, but don't lay there and waddle in your guilt, get up...repent, wash your body, wash your sheets and kick out the devil you allowed in and keep it moving. For the bible declares now there is no condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus who walk after the Spirit and not after the flesh. Shed your tears, dry your eyes, get back at the feet of Jesus and keep it moving. Don't allow your mistake or if you like me your mistakes to immobilize your destiny. You have come to far to let a flesh wound stop you. You have survived gun shots, brokenness, loneliness, poverty, unemployment, abuse, set backs, set ups and even suicide attempts so please don't allow a paper cut to take you out!!!! In the words of the songwriter Aaliyah, "If at first you don't succeed then dust yourself off and try again!!!" And keep on trying until you allow God to teach you how to get it right. Deliverance is not a single act of freedom, Deliverance is a lifestyle of living in the will of God. It's not an isolated event for particular areas in your life. True Deliverance is birthed from struggles, True Deliverance is birthed from set backs and set ups. True Deliverance comes from your failures and shortcomings because even though you fall seven times each time you get back up with the knowledge of how not to fall again and the number 7 is God's number of completion. It doesn't mean you have only 7 times to mess up it means you are going to fall but falling is not a indication of false salvation or false deliverance, it is not a indication of hypocrisy. But when you do fall you need to get back up until your test to gain conquer-ship over your flesh is obtained and completed. So the revelation is though you fall, get back up because your deliverance is found in your decision to get back up and keep it moving!!! The race isn't given to the swift but to those who endure to the end so remember your faith is in your fight and your fight is the key to your future and your future contains life and that is a life of abundance and overflow...see you at the finish line.......

DON'T STOP DREAMING.COM

The bible teaches us to write the vision and make it plain, and that those who read it may run with it and tho it trarrys it shall come to past, in its due season it shall speak and not lie.......This scripture taken from the book of the minor prophet Habakkuk speaks volumes in our lives. It demonstrates the power our dreams or vision have on our lives. Everything starts with your vision, with your dreams...you dream what you believe and you believe what you perceive and your perceptions are always manifested in your visions. Joseph's destiny began with his dreams, and because of his dreams he was sent to the pit, the prison and then finally to the palace where he lived his life in abundance. When Joseph was dreaming he didn't base the validity of his dreams on his current situations, because he didn't perceive that his current state was his destined state and because of this his belief wasn't in what he could presently see but what he saw in his visions. So examine your own personal life, I know things don't currently look like what you saw in that dream, what you saw in that vision but you have to have faith in what you saw because your dreams and visions are not subjected to your current situation but your current situation is subjected to your dreams and visions which means the place you are in now has to change in order for you, your life and the things around you to line up with what your vision has spoken. Remember the scripture says it shall speak and not lie. Allow your visions and dreams to empower you to fight through all that you see now. Because what you see now, is just the red tape you have to go through to get to the glory on the other side. You may be trapped in Egypt under pharaohs rule, you may be stuck in the wilderness or in the belly of a whale but if you just hold on to what your vision said, God will be faithful to deliver you into the hands of your destiny and your life shall become the manifestation of your vision. God didn't send you your dreams and visions just as a trailer to the upcoming film called your life. He sent you those dreams and visions to keep you encouraged, empowered and assured that His words shall not lie. God said in his word that if we can't believe him for what He said then believe Him for His works. Those works are in your visions. Back in 2003 when I first received Christ in my life, I had dreams and visions of me being delivered from homosexuality, masturbation, low self-esteem and depression. I had dreams of me writing a book and helping people who were hurting just as I was and now 8 years later, I stand before the Lord, DELIVERED from homosexuality, depression, masturbation, low-self esteem and my book entitled, 'Tears of Deliverance is set to be released in August of this year. So I don't care how your situations looks, just keep holding on to the promise, keep holding on to your dreams and your visions because though they tarry, wait for them, because in due season they shall speak and not lie and your life will be their manifestation!!!!!!