Paternity Test: Who is your Father??

So many of us are upset at our absentee fathers and or mothers and we blame our present dysfunctions on their lack of functionality in our lives but God shared something with me long ago about this: He told me that the reason why my mother and father wasn't there when I was growing up wasn't because they didn't love me it was because they didn't possess the skills and resources to deal with a child with my destiny, so God had to place me in the care of a person who can not only fight in the natural realm but also do battle in the spirit. See you have to understand that the bible teaches us that before we were formed in our mother's womb God foreknew us and called and consecrated us to be his prophet to the nations. Which means God created you even before your mother knew you existed. Your destiny was pre-planned and your parents who were not there didn't have the spiritual intellect to understand the power they were creating. Sure they tried when you were born, but they just couldn't seem to get it together so God placed your big momma, your grandmother, your babysitter, your foster mother, your foster father, cousin, sister, aunt or brother in your life because he knew they would be able to take care of the gift you was carrying. I used to always ask God why did my folks give me away to my babysitter, Mrs. Ellawee Boyd??? And God reminded me of the story she used to tell me about how she had to pray the demons and spirits out of my crib because from birth the devil was out to kill me. I remember her telling me that when I was only a few weeks old, I weighed 4lbs and 40z and I had no appetite and the doctor informed her that if I lost 1 more pound I would loose my life. So she took me into her prayer closet and gave me to God and she said a light from heaven came down and every since then I haven't stopped eating. See God knew that I needed a caretaker with enough spiritual power to cover me and protect me from the attack of the enemy. So my brothers and my sisters I beseech you brethren to let it go!!! It is time to forgive your father and or your mother for being absent because look at yourself in the mirror and think back on all the mothers and fathers you did have....Yes it was rough, and yes you have been hurt and maybe still hurting and yes you have cried and felt abandoned but you were never alone, you was never without, you ate and slept because your Father who sits in heaven provided for you, your Father in heaven gave you caretakers that was anointed and appointed just for and to you. You were chosen to be raised this way so that the Glory of God can be seen through your life. It is time for you to rise up out of the ashes and let the giftings in you be seen by the world. You were conceived out of the seed of Glory. God himself birthed you out so get up and let go of the past and walk into you future and obtain your birth right to live life and life it in abundance!!!!